Monday, October 11, 2010

距离梦想的 73 days...

receives this mail from my friend..it so true for me to improve myself.

POINTS ON HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE

Personality:
1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip

6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:
15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge with the people you love, people you school with,
people you play with, people you work with and people you live with.
Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.
~~
the highlighted wording are those point i need to improve eh~I CAN DO IT!!^^

Saturday, October 2, 2010

距离梦想的83天

考试越来越近了,心情越来越是不好!
不想读书,因为看了都读不进去!
看到同班同学们读的7788了,
Nclex queation 也差不多做完了,
我还是站在那里动也不动!
懒啊。。
我都会给自己很多借口,
上课累了,需要休息。。
看看电视,online。。
不然就是睡觉。。
不过都睡的不安宁·,
还有就是说家里很吵,不能读书!
这些都让我感到惭愧。。
周安宁。。你惨了!!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Im lost my way!!

Recently,do not know what happen to me.i'm anxious.
I need to keep myself alert and careful all the time,
~b'cau i scare i will said wrong thing..
sometimes i really depress,
~i do not like this feeling at all..
do not know what/how to do..
~everything i did also wrong,
b'cau sure will be commented by others..
i really lost,
~i'm have try to do all my best..
honourly i didn't hurt anyone,
can somebody tell me what wrong with me??

i try to keep myself calm,
don't want to think about it,
but i can't..it;s out of my control...
I want to do whatever i want to do!!!
i want to be happy,
everyone nice to me.
can somebody teach me how to do??

Thursday, January 21, 2010

210110=memeroble day!!

Today is my last 2nd day posting to ER,GH...
i have a lots of thing happen to me,just want to write out to relieve feeling now!
some are very interesting .some are very disappointing....

First,i need to do a ECG for an overweight indian lady..the breast are so big and the skin are so dirty ,like having some skin disease..there are so difficult for me to put on the lead!!but however i still can manage...after that when i going to remove the lead.the skin bleed!luckily i;m wearing glove!!i'm quickly clean all the leads..cause the ECG machine is reuse!!omg,so many ppl use the machine,u can imagine how clean is it??....end,speechless!!

Then,i go and do one CBD insertion for a MALE patient,after i preparing,our MM came,she ask,"can u do CBD for a male patient??I heard that u are not suppose to do!"
HAIZ... i keep quite!!My friend dada, she fight her back that"she had done one with our CI"..the she still talk talk ...non-stop!!hin...luckily,DR.K support us..what he said is true..nurses need to learn how to do male catherization,b'cau if emergency SN need to do,have no choice,patient 's life is more important!!then MM have nothg to said,only can agree with the DR lol!!Actually i have not much confident to do it..cause i'm 1st time!!k lol...try lol...must have the experience too!!
Dunno what wrong with me...i did everythg DR.also said wrong eh...but he still teaching me the cleaning technique(triangular way)is different than what we taught...but our MM there*^$&^#($..make me irritating only!!some more the tube can't in..is too big!!then, the Dr take over,he force & force..the tube in d...but is v tight!!So pity the patient..painful!!then change the smaller size(14)..finally fully in liao..but when the DR.K inflate..the tube burst and th!!dunno is funny or unlucky!!get shock!! the DR face are so funny!!beh tong...At Last,i'm trying the 3rd catheter,can in..but no urine!!haiz..cham!!what to do??i'm thinking...However,suddenly the urine gush out..OMG..my whole hand,mask..kena urine d~~ shock again!!then i faster connect the bag...still leaking...guan lai i didn't deflate the ballon!!hai..i'm so clumsy..hate myself!!feel so disappointing...cause ii make the patient so suffer!!_~unhappy ending~
make it short now!!
after that...RED zone calling...run thr to see the case.. so many ppl thr..it's really an interesting case...A malay lady with 126 kg,super obesity+++,collapse..sent in by ambulance.Her abdomen are so big...if i;m short standing align with her..i only can see the abdomen,can't see her face!you can imagine how fat is her??..Due to so many expect ppl:DRs,MAs,MM,std...more than 10 ppl...so i only stand a site to observe,waiting for order..set line,take blood,ETT,o2,bagging,SPO2,Reflomat,ECG,CBD,NS drip.......at last ,got work to do liao...hehe^^preparing the drip.
*when the SN want inserting the CBD..really challenging!!need 3 -4 pl help in posiitin,then DR shock..APA itu pack in pt's perineal area..??orange colour eh!!shih...is a towel!!really smelly!!hin ki....~~
*the patient condition are very bad..even had intubation,but spo2 still dropping(65%-50%-40%),BP drop,change to MRB..luckily the Spo2 start increase.
Sodium bicarbonate 100ml in progress in 1 hour,Dopamine 10ml/hr increase to 15ml/hr,Midazolam..2 pai NS,Mannitol..running!observing......
*patient are sending to CT afterward.(thinking of bagging for her).but i can't go with her...haiz..our MM came again!!geram..she ask me to go to nebulizer corner..sien nia!!missed the chance again!!-end-
Next:4th finger TNS..fuyoh..really challenging...the malay aunty..her finger knocked by the wall storm..i also not sure what is that..but really serious...her finger keep bleeding nonstop..all the'isi' coming out..The SIM's MA..really skillfull..done 10++ stitches!almost using 1hours for suturing!
* pt are very hamble:keep on said that she are creating trouble to us..sorry,sorry,sorry!!
~to be continue~