考试越来越近了，心情越来越是不好！
不想读书，因为看了都读不进去！
看到同班同学们读的7788了，
Nclex queation 也差不多做完了，
我还是站在那里动也不动！
懒啊。。
我都会给自己很多借口，
上课累了，需要休息。。
看看电视，online。。
不然就是睡觉。。
不过都睡的不安宁·，
还有就是说家里很吵，不能读书！
这些都让我感到惭愧。。
周安宁。。你惨了！！
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Im lost my way!!
Recently,do not know what happen to me.i'm anxious.
I need to keep myself alert and careful all the time,
~b'cau i scare i will said wrong thing..
sometimes i really depress,
~i do not like this feeling at all..
do not know what/how to do..
~everything i did also wrong,
b'cau sure will be commented by others..
i really lost,
~i'm have try to do all my best..
honourly i didn't hurt anyone,
can somebody tell me what wrong with me??
i try to keep myself calm,
don't want to think about it,
but i can't..it;s out of my control...
I want to do whatever i want to do!!!
i want to be happy,
everyone nice to me.
can somebody teach me how to do??
I need to keep myself alert and careful all the time,
~b'cau i scare i will said wrong thing..
sometimes i really depress,
~i do not like this feeling at all..
do not know what/how to do..
~everything i did also wrong,
b'cau sure will be commented by others..
i really lost,
~i'm have try to do all my best..
honourly i didn't hurt anyone,
can somebody tell me what wrong with me??
i try to keep myself calm,
don't want to think about it,
but i can't..it;s out of my control...
I want to do whatever i want to do!!!
i want to be happy,
everyone nice to me.
can somebody teach me how to do??
Thursday, January 21, 2010
210110=memeroble day!!
Today is my last 2nd day posting to ER,GH...
i have a lots of thing happen to me,just want to write out to relieve feeling now!
some are very interesting .some are very disappointing....
First,i need to do a ECG for an overweight indian lady..the breast are so big and the skin are so dirty ,like having some skin disease..there are so difficult for me to put on the lead!!but however i still can manage...after that when i going to remove the lead.the skin bleed!luckily i;m wearing glove!!i'm quickly clean all the leads..cause the ECG machine is reuse!!omg,so many ppl use the machine,u can imagine how clean is it??....end,speechless!!
Then,i go and do one CBD insertion for a MALE patient,after i preparing,our MM came,she ask,"can u do CBD for a male patient??I heard that u are not suppose to do!"
HAIZ... i keep quite!!My friend dada, she fight her back that"she had done one with our CI"..the she still talk talk ...non-stop!!hin...luckily,DR.K support us..what he said is true..nurses need to learn how to do male catherization,b'cau if emergency SN need to do,have no choice,patient 's life is more important!!then MM have nothg to said,only can agree with the DR lol!!Actually i have not much confident to do it..cause i'm 1st time!!k lol...try lol...must have the experience too!!
Dunno what wrong with me...i did everythg DR.also said wrong eh...but he still teaching me the cleaning technique(triangular way)is different than what we taught...but our MM there*^$&^#($..make me irritating only!!some more the tube can't in..is too big!!then, the Dr take over,he force & force..the tube in d...but is v tight!!So pity the patient..painful!!then change the smaller size(14)..finally fully in liao..but when the DR.K inflate..the tube burst and th!!dunno is funny or unlucky!!get shock!! the DR face are so funny!!beh tong...At Last,i'm trying the 3rd catheter,can in..but no urine!!haiz..cham!!what to do??i'm thinking...However,suddenly the urine gush out..OMG..my whole hand,mask..kena urine d~~ shock again!!then i faster connect the bag...still leaking...guan lai i didn't deflate the ballon!!hai..i'm so clumsy..hate myself!!feel so disappointing...cause ii make the patient so suffer!!_~unhappy ending~
make it short now!!
after that...RED zone calling...run thr to see the case.. so many ppl thr..it's really an interesting case...A malay lady with 126 kg,super obesity+++,collapse..sent in by ambulance.Her abdomen are so big...if i;m short standing align with her..i only can see the abdomen,can't see her face!you can imagine how fat is her??..Due to so many expect ppl:DRs,MAs,MM,std...more than 10 ppl...so i only stand a site to observe,waiting for order..set line,take blood,ETT,o2,bagging,SPO2,Reflomat,ECG,CBD,NS drip.......at last ,got work to do liao...hehe^^preparing the drip.
*when the SN want inserting the CBD..really challenging!!need 3 -4 pl help in posiitin,then DR shock..APA itu pack in pt's perineal area..??orange colour eh!!shih...is a towel!!really smelly!!hin ki....~~
*the patient condition are very bad..even had intubation,but spo2 still dropping(65%-50%-40%),BP drop,change to MRB..luckily the Spo2 start increase.
Sodium bicarbonate 100ml in progress in 1 hour,Dopamine 10ml/hr increase to 15ml/hr,Midazolam..2 pai NS,Mannitol..running!observing......
*patient are sending to CT afterward.(thinking of bagging for her).but i can't go with her...haiz..our MM came again!!geram..she ask me to go to nebulizer corner..sien nia!!missed the chance again!!-end-
Next:4th finger TNS..fuyoh..really challenging...the malay aunty..her finger knocked by the wall storm..i also not sure what is that..but really serious...her finger keep bleeding nonstop..all the'isi' coming out..The SIM's MA..really skillfull..done 10++ stitches!almost using 1hours for suturing!
* pt are very hamble:keep on said that she are creating trouble to us..sorry,sorry,sorry!!
~to be continue~
i have a lots of thing happen to me,just want to write out to relieve feeling now!
some are very interesting .some are very disappointing....
First,i need to do a ECG for an overweight indian lady..the breast are so big and the skin are so dirty ,like having some skin disease..there are so difficult for me to put on the lead!!but however i still can manage...after that when i going to remove the lead.the skin bleed!luckily i;m wearing glove!!i'm quickly clean all the leads..cause the ECG machine is reuse!!omg,so many ppl use the machine,u can imagine how clean is it??....end,speechless!!
Then,i go and do one CBD insertion for a MALE patient,after i preparing,our MM came,she ask,"can u do CBD for a male patient??I heard that u are not suppose to do!"
HAIZ... i keep quite!!My friend dada, she fight her back that"she had done one with our CI"..the she still talk talk ...non-stop!!hin...luckily,DR.K support us..what he said is true..nurses need to learn how to do male catherization,b'cau if emergency SN need to do,have no choice,patient 's life is more important!!then MM have nothg to said,only can agree with the DR lol!!Actually i have not much confident to do it..cause i'm 1st time!!k lol...try lol...must have the experience too!!
Dunno what wrong with me...i did everythg DR.also said wrong eh...but he still teaching me the cleaning technique(triangular way)is different than what we taught...but our MM there*^$&^#($..make me irritating only!!some more the tube can't in..is too big!!then, the Dr take over,he force & force..the tube in d...but is v tight!!So pity the patient..painful!!then change the smaller size(14)..finally fully in liao..but when the DR.K inflate..the tube burst and th!!dunno is funny or unlucky!!get shock!! the DR face are so funny!!beh tong...At Last,i'm trying the 3rd catheter,can in..but no urine!!haiz..cham!!what to do??i'm thinking...However,suddenly the urine gush out..OMG..my whole hand,mask..kena urine d~~ shock again!!then i faster connect the bag...still leaking...guan lai i didn't deflate the ballon!!hai..i'm so clumsy..hate myself!!feel so disappointing...cause ii make the patient so suffer!!_~unhappy ending~
make it short now!!
after that...RED zone calling...run thr to see the case.. so many ppl thr..it's really an interesting case...A malay lady with 126 kg,super obesity+++,collapse..sent in by ambulance.Her abdomen are so big...if i;m short standing align with her..i only can see the abdomen,can't see her face!you can imagine how fat is her??..Due to so many expect ppl:DRs,MAs,MM,std...more than 10 ppl...so i only stand a site to observe,waiting for order..set line,take blood,ETT,o2,bagging,SPO2,Reflomat,ECG,CBD,NS drip.......at last ,got work to do liao...hehe^^preparing the drip.
*when the SN want inserting the CBD..really challenging!!need 3 -4 pl help in posiitin,then DR shock..APA itu pack in pt's perineal area..??orange colour eh!!shih...is a towel!!really smelly!!hin ki....~~
*the patient condition are very bad..even had intubation,but spo2 still dropping(65%-50%-40%),BP drop,change to MRB..luckily the Spo2 start increase.
Sodium bicarbonate 100ml in progress in 1 hour,Dopamine 10ml/hr increase to 15ml/hr,Midazolam..2 pai NS,Mannitol..running!observing......
*patient are sending to CT afterward.(thinking of bagging for her).but i can't go with her...haiz..our MM came again!!geram..she ask me to go to nebulizer corner..sien nia!!missed the chance again!!-end-
Next:4th finger TNS..fuyoh..really challenging...the malay aunty..her finger knocked by the wall storm..i also not sure what is that..but really serious...her finger keep bleeding nonstop..all the'isi' coming out..The SIM's MA..really skillfull..done 10++ stitches!almost using 1hours for suturing!
* pt are very hamble:keep on said that she are creating trouble to us..sorry,sorry,sorry!!
~to be continue~
Saturday, November 7, 2009
多事的一天@6/11/07
不懂为什么，看完一个朋友的blog之后，我也很想写出我最近的心情！！
今天一大早就上班了，如同前几天，我顺路载mia 去医院！
因为昨晚很迟才睡，所以我还是昏昏地。。
当我们到了医院，同学们都到达了。。
由于是我负责向老师问关于一些课业上的问题，
所以我就向他们汇报老师跟我说的话。
那就是下个星期六必须回校完成我们的task..
所有人都赞成了。。不过。。
只有他不行，他说有事情回家乡。
那我就问他不可以下次回吗？
他说他已经plan 很久了，不能换期！！
不过如果他没有达成这个task..他就要fail 了!
所以我说全班的人都可以make it,
我们不可能只为了他而叫老师换期的！！
顿时，mia 急着打signal跟我说我说错话了！
应该是我说活的方式很直吧。。常常得罪人都不知道！
他不爽我。。
过后他就不想跟我说话了。
to be continue..but i refuse to write lol...
**无辜**
next..
过后，跟几个好朋友谈过以后，
他们都说我说话的方式真的有问题！
常常出言不熟。。
不过把这次的过错当成一个很好学习的经验也是很不错！
我该好好反省一下了。。
加油！！加油！！
Saturday, October 31, 2009
OCTOBER.........
my colorful October...
1/10/09-Amanda Koid 21st b'day
**the biggest present i have given to my friend..hahaha^^
Amanda is a super super hello kitty friend,therefore the present is 'hello kitty floor mat'!!
hope she loves it!
1/10/09-Amanda Koid 21st b'day
**the biggest present i have given to my friend..hahaha^^Amanda is a super super hello kitty friend,therefore the present is 'hello kitty floor mat'!!
hope she loves it!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
bangbang bangun,Chew Jetty!!
from 22.8 to 31/8,there are a special art exhibition called "BANG BANG BANGUN,PENANG" ，done on my jetty,chew jetty!
It's really fun and enjoyable..
today,13/9.. a video sharing section held by the community member,it really recall me back to the past time..FUN!
It's really fun and enjoyable..
today,13/9.. a video sharing section held by the community member,it really recall me back to the past time..FUN!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
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